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Book Review: Dot.Con: How America Lost Its Mind and Money in the Internet Era

Posted by Scott Holstad on February 23, 2020

Dot.Con: How America Lost Its Mind and Money in the Internet EraDot.Con: How America Lost Its Mind and Money in the Internet Era by John Cassidy
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

This is a relatively interesting book and not poorly written. Indeed, for those who don’t remember or didn’t live through this period, I would likely be recommending it and giving it a higher rating. So my rating might be viewed as both subjective and somewhat unfair. However I feel I have a different take on the subject that gives me a different and possibly more comprehensive understanding with greater overall context that I have neither the time or energy to delve deeply into, which makes this content a little…basic and lacking a more complete historical insider perspective that I feel I posses.

I don’t want to write my own book here, but a little personal background info. I acquired my first computer in 1982, took my first programming class in 1984 and “got on the (pre-Web) Internet” in 1985 when beginning to send and receive personal email. I quickly migrated to BBS’s and used other Internet protocols (email is one, actually) such as ftp, telnet (especially), the primary search tool, Gopher, and what kind of served as a pre-Web before the Web was invented by TBL — Usenet. I also got on the legendary and influential WELL, where I resided and interacted with many movers and shakers for close to 15 years. (One of my biggest regrets is giving up my longtime WELL email address.) With the introduction of the Web, I quickly learned HTML, opened my own consulting company in Beverly Hills and created small basic websites for companies using HTML 1.0 (and VRML, as well as other forgotten markup languages and scripts) with the text-only Lynx browser, charging $350 per web PAGE because with 100 international web servers then, back then there was no one to provide such services and you could just name your price. When the GUI Mosaic browser soon came out, things just exploded. I was already doing work with many ISPs and other Internet companies and got involved with the IETF to help create Internet protocols. I turned down awesome offers from companies like Oracle, Sun, Nike, Adobe, Apple and more to take much less to join a growing ISP I was betting would go big time, which turned out to be a good bet. During my time there, I helped grow the company into the 2nd largest ISP in the world, built my own Engineering department, worked in the largest data center on the west coast, traveled the country as the company’s sole rep for RFP bidder meetings and much more, as well as collaborating with NASA, Cal Tech and various national research labs (LBL was one) on several major projects and again, much more. Early on, we were idealistically (and naively) scaling the Internet, investing in massive redundancy, educating consumers and businesses, and trying to theoretically even the playing field by providing free access to education, information, technology, and social improvement efforts and opportunities for everyone in the world. I also spent a lot of time researching new technologies, such as the then-unnamed cloud technology that a decade later would become all the rage, as well as researching competitors and potentially interesting new tech/Internet companies to (personally) invest in.

Yet before the end of the century, many of we “old timers” were starting to feel nervous about the future and where things could lead, especially as the Web became more commercial with tons of new companies having IPOs, creating tons of overnight millionaires with companies that Wall Street had decided were somehow valued at many millions while virtually none were making ANY revenue, let alone profits, and while “experts” assumed there would somehow be ways to make big money, only the porn industry (and offshore gambling) were successful in doing so while people in the industry had no concrete ideas of their own on what to sell (everything had been free) and how to make real money. As the government gave up domain management (to begin with) and commercial entities moved in, I started to develop a queasy feeling in my stomach over what *could* happen in the future.

Soon many of we “veterans” starting worrying the public valuations were insane, it would take awhile as well as major changes for anyone to actually succeed, and concerns about things possibly getting “darker” as our ideals faded. Of course there had always been hackers, but old school hackers did it to 1) learn (and “free” information) and 2) for bragging rights. Even though the government threw the book at infamous hackers like Poulson and Mitnick, none were *truly* criminals in the sense that “hackers/crackers” would later become. Security became a major headache since TCP/IP packet switching had not been invented to support major financial transactions securely. As the number of viruses being created and released daily started to beat Moore’s Law exponentially, as more commercial companies got online, as more tech companies started up with nothing to sell, financial analysts, shareholders, and certain geeks in the tech/Internet industry started saying “No” and “I told you so” while VC money started drying up – the bust became predictably inevitable. Many of us in the industry unloaded our stock options while they still had value and started bailing on companies (I left less than a year before the Bust started demolishing the industry) and then it happened and everyone who had invested heavily in Internet stocks (like my parents years before on my advice) lost entire fortunes while company after company became forgotten historical footnotes.

A final observation. None of the original inventors of the ARPANET (like at Xerox PARC) and my 2nd generation who made this happen ever imagined in their/our worst nightmares what would become of their idealistically great inventions and efforts. Back in early Web days, spam was the outrage of the tech world and considered by some to act as viruses. Today, identity theft, kiddie porn, human trafficking, cyber warfare??? No. For several years I’ve become more and more concerned and regretful of what became of my efforts and when talking with other old friends and colleagues around the world, many share the same disappointment, disillusionment and regrets as me and I’ve spent much of the past three years trying to get myself and my digital footprints offline as much as possible. I’ve closed hundreds of online accounts and closed virtually all of my social network accounts and I hope to soon be almost entirely off the Net, aside from an email address and a couple of other things – and now here I went and wrote way too much, so I apologize. I could actually write infinitely more. But as for this Dot.Con book, like I said, it’s not bad and addresses a short but major part of our recent history. I should give it a higher rating. It’s just that I know this stuff, predicted this stuff, could go far further in depth if I had the time and energy, and feel like this offered me, personally, little. However, as I previously implied, if you didn’t live through this or don’t know the history, it’s probably a valuable book and worth 4 stars. Thus recommended for people who don’t know this (but if you do, I wouldn’t recommend it)…

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Penguins pull shocking disappearing act

Posted by Scott Holstad on June 8, 2013

Penguins pull shocking disappearing act – Cross Checks Blog – ESPN.

It is indeed rather shocking. I’ve never seen such a great offensive team totally shut down like that. It was unreal. Boston’s a great team, and obviously, the Pens were pretenders this year. That stings.

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B’s team effort trumps superstar Pens

Posted by Scott Holstad on June 8, 2013

Stanley Cup playoffs 2013 — Boston Bruins’ team effort sweeps away superstar Pittsburgh Penguins – ESPN Boston.

I knew it was coming, but I’m still so very disappointed. I kind of hope Boston goes on to win it all. It’s less hard to lose when you lose to the champion. And their team showed their overall dominance against the Pens, while their goaltender was out of this world. They deserve it. The “superstar” Pens cracked under pressure. It’s a real pity. For the life of me, I can’t figure out why our scorers kept clanking shots off the posts rather than guiding them into the nets. Maddening. And our goalie was good too. Just not good enough. He only gave up three goals in the last two games, but they were enough to beat us. We need a world class goalie to get back to the Cup. I think Pittsburgh should do everything possible, including trading Malkin if needed, to get such a goalie. It’s a shame to waste such talent, especially such offensive talent. We need a goalie who can match Rask and then we need to teach our forwards and centers to go to the damn middle and in with their shots! Boston kept clogging the middle and we couldn’t score. I heard Boston’s goalie had the best series a goalie has had since Hoover was president, allowing in only two goals over the series. That’s also maddening. We average four and a half goals a game! What went wrong? Why did Crosby, Malkin, Neal, etc., disappear offensively? What was with the poor passing, the bad defensive alignments? I suspect Pittsburgh’s coach is probably going to be sent packing after this. I don’t know how I feel about that. The team has done pretty well under him, including winning the 2009 Stanley Cup, but he hasn’t gotten them back since, and with superior talent. Would a better coach have gotten more out of them? Who knows? All I know is we need a world class goalie. Please go out and get one Pens!

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Are the Pittsburgh Penguins choking, or are the Boston Bruins simply better? – ESPN

Posted by Scott Holstad on June 7, 2013

2013 NHL playoffs – Burnside: Are the Pittsburgh Penguins choking, or are the Boston Bruins simply better? – ESPN.

Boston is better. Defense wins over offense. It’s that simple.

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Sinking feeling in Pitt’s stomach

Posted by Scott Holstad on June 6, 2013

Stanley Cup playoffs 2013 — Boston Bruins grab 3-0 lead despite Pittsburgh Penguins’ best shot – ESPN Boston.

Watching last night’s Pens game was horrible for me. Down 2-0 in the series and playing in Boston, we had to win. And we came to play. We played brilliantly at times, outshooting and outhitting Boston while winning the vast majority of the faceoffs. Our goaltender, Tomas Vocoun, stopped 38 shots. The problem was, we couldn’t score, once again! After three periods, it was tied 1-1 and went into overtime, where Boston won in double overtime 2-1, thus basically wrapping up the series and killing the Pens’ chance at another Stanley Cup. It’s really frustrating.

Pittsburgh assembled perhaps the best team the NHL has ever seen this year, with numerous all stars and future Hall of Famers. We had last year’s MVP, Malkin, and this year’s MVP candidate, Crosby. We had Neal, Letang, Dupuois, and so many others. Our goaltending was a bit iffy, but our offense was so much better than anyone else’s in the NHL, that we could overcome that. We were built to win the Stanley Cup. This is/was our year! Once we lose this Boston series, I think there’s a good chance the coach will be fired, our former starting goalie will be traded away and the team will be dismantled. What a tremendous disappointment.

Boston’s defense is stifling. I’ve never, ever seen such a good defense and such great goaltending. Their goaltender stopped 53 shots last night, many from point blank range. Against an average goaltender, we would have scored 12-15 times. This guy is unreal! I think we should trade for him. That’ll never happen, of course, but one can wish. Our offense, which averages four and a half goals a game and led the league in scoring this year has scored two goals this series. Two. And we have the best players in the world. It’s unforgivable. I’ll never forget this 2013 series against Boston in the conference finals, and for all the wrong reasons. It’s a real pity.

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